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[15 Mar 2005|06:33am] |
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...My new LJ is: _jadeddragonfly...I might keep this one too and sort them out for different things...not sure yet...We'll see (;
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| ...Hrm... |
[14 Mar 2005|06:35pm] |
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Bring Me To Life by Evanescence |
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Your Brain is 0.00% Female, 100.00% Male |
You've got the brain of a manly man
Feelings, schmeelings... tears aren't for you.
You could break both legs and not get misty eyed.
A great problem solver, nothing ever phases you. |
...By the way, I'm probably changing my journal tonight/tomorrow so look for the change (;
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| Hrm...HeHe! Borderline! |
[09 Mar 2005|11:11pm] |
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The Cage by Sonata Arctica |
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| ...8 Days... |
[07 Mar 2005|09:06pm] |
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Wildfire by Sonata Arctica |
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...Why do I get depressed around my birthday like every year?...
I'm not sleeping well again, gonna go read and pass out early...Goodnight world.
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| ...Headaches Are Soooo Wonderful ::richly laced in sarcasm::... |
[05 Mar 2005|09:43am] |
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Sonata Arctica - Unopened |
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...Okay, so I have to locate and read the rest of Pi, write an essay, do scholarship papers, write a few letters to people, make CD copies for myself and other people...Anyone want a mix CD while I'm at it? ...Not that you'll all like my music, but I'm offering anyway...That is, IF the computer doesn't give me a hard time like it always does...And I have to go through my closet and sort out my clothes again...I have to get rid of stuff...I REALLY do...Then I can buy some new shirts and...other...things I feel I need... ::Shrugs and sighs softly:: Plus I have to find my mall card, have twenty dollars left on that...I also have to find my movie card...$25 on that...If I do, does anyone wanna see a movie with me?...I also want to buy another copy of the Hitchhiker's Guide series in that bigger book for a friend of mine...So maybe, just maybe I'll wander off to the mall today or tomorrow...I don't know...
I was going to go to Rocky this weekend (tonight, actually), but people can't go...Mike's busy and Christine's not feeling well (I hope she feels better)...I'm gonna call Adam later, and we'll probably all hit it next weekend...I'd love to definitely say, but knowing my luck...I'm not going to say for certain until Saturday...
So I think I'll try to be productive today...dad gave me some money for clothes (my birthday's in 10 days...)...So I'm happy about that. However, I can't bring in more clothes without getting rid of old clothes...so that's what I'mma do...For every five-ten old shirts I get rid of (I have a lot of clothes I never wear) I can get a new shirt, I think I'll look at it like that...
Well, everyone...Have a nice day! I'm gonna go read a chapter more in Knight of a Trillion Stars and then start to work on my room...Yay!...Uhm, yeah...Hope everyone's well! Bye Bye! ::Waves and wanders off::
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| ...Pretty Song... |
[01 Mar 2005|11:51pm] |
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The Misery by Sonata Arctica |
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I write the lines you want me to, with the words.
I dare to use of all the ones that you have taught me, along the years.
You cast a perfect shadow on the paper.
Fade away with sunlight, I fear the way you know me, love can leave a stain...
You steal my only hope and make me stay awake another night.
I wish you bear with me, stay near me.
When the autumn leaves have fallen. Solitude, my pain, the last thing left of me...
If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.
Seven lonely lies written on Deadwinter's night,
open the only book with the only poem I can read...
In blood I sign my name and seal the midnight with a tear.
Burn the paper, every line for them I cried...
If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.
I am the Playwrite and you are my Crown, make me cry for your love,
like you've done many times, so I know.
I can't write these storylines without you, lady pain, make me strong,
can't we be together without them forever...
The words I write can only hurt you, sorry for the rain.
Thank you, my only one, you gave me this pain...I leave you gently on the floor,
take one step towards the door.
Where's the letter never written, good night now...
If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.
If you fall I'll catch, if you love I'll love, and so it goes, my dear, don't be scared,
you'll be safe, this I swear.
If you only love me back.
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| Wheeeee! ::squeals and giggles:: |
[28 Feb 2005|02:48pm] |
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Wildfire by Sonata Arctica ("Burn it, Burn it all") |
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It's snowing, It's snowing, It's snowing!!!
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| Hrm... |
[23 Feb 2005|06:14pm] |
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Wildfire - Sonata Arctica |
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1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
2.) Eliminate the asterisks.
2 1/2.) Replace "yourusername" with your user name.
3.) See what color you are.
a_scarlet_rose
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| *meep!* ...Save me...!... |
[08 Feb 2005|01:39am] |
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Lacuna Coil - The Ghost Woman and the Hunter |
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
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| ...My right hand's nails are redish with sparkles, my left hand's nails are black...What fun! ... |
[04 Feb 2005|06:27am] |
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Purify by Lacuna Coil |
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I cannot fight again myself
no more
self destruction that I predicted
not a long time ago
Petrified
Thoughts so far from me
The power of my justice blows me away
it's just the case to repeat
what I've never said to you before
Celebrate
I'm alive again
You don't expect from me
this chain reaction
you can't imagine from me
this great affection
See the structure of my pride
wasn't easy to build it away from this
I never walked away from you
I never walked alone
A pleasure makes me vibe again tonight
I'm just thinking how fine it is to feel myself so fine again
Celebrate
I'm alive again
It's time to turn the page and start
and then
don't you think that it's time
to convince yourself it's over?
Celebrate
I'm alive again | </td>
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| Hrm... |
[02 Feb 2005|06:35am] |
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Good Day by The Dresden Dolls |
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Midterms are over! Yay!
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| Neglected...Disconnected!... |
[20 Jan 2005|03:59pm] |
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Chaimpaigne Bath - Sonata Arctica |
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::Growls purringly, purrs, scratches, hisses, and giggles insanely, falling back into her chair::
Mmm...I want a champaigne bath...Speaking of champaigne, did you all know that the thing that causes it to bubble is dust on your glass? ...Thusly, the more it bubbles, the dirtier your glass is...Ha!
...Yeah, I'm in a highly odd, happy, blood-thirsty, evil, giddy mood...It's good...But odd...But good...
...Mmm, well, bye!...
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| Fucking Spiders...Why Are They After Me?! |
[19 Jan 2005|05:31am] |
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The Misery ~ Sonata Arctica |
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...That was real pleasant...I wake up to a spider having dropped down from the ceiling, and dangling about a foot away from my head...One of those white-see-throughish ones...
Woke my arse us...I got up with a whimper and had my dad kill it.
I really hate spiders. (Bill Bob and Leroy) Grr! ::Wanders off to freshen her knowledge up a little on As I Lay Dying, make some tea and just relax and get ready for school, muttering 'fucking spiders' despite the fact that for once she almost felt bad about having it killed...Her heart must be really sore or something...Is gone::
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| ...From off the TV... |
[17 Jan 2005|08:07pm] |
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Broken by Sonata Arctica |
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"We need boys so they can grow up, get married, and turn into shadows."
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| ...So I'll Bleed Forever... |
[08 Jan 2005|05:48pm] |
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Ghost Love Score by Nightwish |
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We used to swim the same moonlight waters
Oceans away from the wakeful day
- My fall will be for you -
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I`ll bleed forever
Scent of the sea before the waking of the world
Brings me to thee
Into the blue memory
- My fall will be for you -
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
If you be the one to cut me
I will bleed forever
Into the blue memory
A siren from the deep came to me
Sang my name my longing
Still I write my songs about that dream of mine
Worth everything I may ever be
The Child will be born again
That siren carried him to me
First of them true loves
Singing on the shoulders of an angel
Without care for love n` loss
Bring me home or leave me be
My love in the dark heart of the night
I have lost the path before me
The one behind will lead me
Take me
Cure me
Kill me
Bring me home
Every way
Every day
Just another loop in the hangman`s noose
Take me, cure me, kill me, bring me home
Every way, every day
I keep on watching us sleep
Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve
Of you and me
Forgive the adoring beast
Redeem me into childhood
Show me myself without the shell
Like the advent of May
I`ll be there when you say
Time to never hold our love
- My fall will be for you -
My fall will be for you
My love will be in you
You were the one to cut me
So I`ll bleed forever
::Wanders off into herself for a little while and reabsorbs herself in the 10 min., 2 sec. long song::
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| Hmm... |
[12 Dec 2004|08:19am] |
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Lacubna Coil |
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| Im in School...2nd Period...Library...Weeee! |
[07 Dec 2004|09:29am] |
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Missed Me by The Dresden Dolls |
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Okay, so I do think I'm coming down with some sort of cold or my allergies are working up or something and it sucks...The headache that has been slowly working into the left side of my head finally worked up enough to truly be called a headache...Will take some pills for that 4th period, they're in my pocket...I knew I'd need them so I wrapped them in aluminum foil and took them with me this morning...Yay...
...Um, just so you all know...For the month of December I tend to be highly depressed and depressive so if I say something all down and out and melodramatic...Umm...Lie to me, tell me it'll all be okay...I'll feel better, it'll go away in an hour, and just ignore it, overall...Heh...Season Depression should be ignored...
Have a wonderful day everyone! ...I'm scared about next period, I used Slide by the Dresden Dolls as my song for that Human Behaviors project and I have to wonder what Francisco thinks and and and...Heh...Oy!...
Bye All!!!
"Missed me,
Missed me,
Now you've gotta kiss me,
If you kiss me, mister, you must think I'm pretty,
If you think so, mister, you must want to fuck me,
If you fuck me, mister, it must mean you love me,
If you love me, mister, you would never leave me,
It's as simple as can be!"
Yay! ::Yawns and wanders off::
("She's not a model, she's a whore." ~Mrs. Manfre)
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| In Love With Unleashed Memories |
[02 Dec 2004|09:28pm] |
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Distant Sun by Lacuna Coil |
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~*Distant Sun*~
We've never been apart
the day has come
I'm feeling that your sun
shines away from me
Tease me
holding my hands you smile again
I couldn't see you away from me
I do realize it now
Living in me
You are living in me
I feel you by my side
your living soul wants to run away with me
inside of me
And now
will something happen to me?
how did I lose my guide?
you left me all alone
But now is too late
I know is natural but now
what can I do without your presence here?
a never ending pain
Living in me
You are living in me
I feel you by my side
your living soul wants to run away with me
inside of me
I feel you by my side
and I'm sure that I can't forget you
you are inside of me
You are inside of me
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| Yay!! Hallow's Eve!! |
[27 Sep 2004|11:24pm] |
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| My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul |
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| a_scarlet_rose goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Jealousy. | | _mria gives you 8 green cherry-flavoured gummy bears. | | almost55 tricks you! You get a rock. | | bitterwonders gives you 14 light blue mint-flavoured hard candies. | | cryingshadow tricks you! You get a piece of paper. | | endlesslover tricks you! You get a wet rag. | | lofistereo gives you 3 red-orange cinnamon-flavoured hard candies. | | paistypinkfishy tricks you! You lose 14 pieces of candy! | | phantum5 tricks you! You get a scratched CD. | | selinshoras gives you 11 dark green vanilla-flavoured gumdrops. | | spacepod_jack gives you 13 brown vanilla-flavoured gummies. | | a_scarlet_rose ends up with 35 pieces of candy, a rock, a piece of paper, a wet rag, and a scratched CD. | | Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern. |
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| ...How can one be happy in a world of tears?... |
[11 Sep 2004|11:17am] |
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...So I've had on TV the City's 9/11 Memorial on Fox5 since what...8? 8:30 this morning? ...It's really sad...I'm not allowing myself to dwell on it, because it's really sad...But I left it on TV...
...To all those victims of 9/11, and the families and friends living on with the painful losses, I wish both comfort and peace...
...It doesn't really feel like three years, and it finally hit me yesterday that I am a senior...And it feels good. It's scary, because I have to do my college things and all soon...Like nowish...But...It's good...
Other than that, I've printed maps of New Jersey this morning in case I get lost, and may locate my cousin and like head up to high point for the hell of it, or something...I don't know...I feel like driving.
Tomorrow I watch Debbie's puppy Shyann for a few hours...And for now I'm heading off...Well, enjoy your day, everyone!
...Peace...and Comfort.
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